shades of me!

I never believed in people nor in relations. cause they all screw you up! at the end of the day you'll find yourself alone. every body has a habit of back bitching. people tend 2 talk on your back as they love doing that. but yes i'll tell u, m not the 1 of this kind. i talk da same on da face as i do on ur back. plenty of times ppl find me "MOOH FATT", "arrogant" or "over smart" but i give it a damn. why should i not let the person know what i feel about him/ her? what i think is what people say about you does not really change the "Real You" as this things never change what you are from inside.
people say " you don't care for people" but trust me caring for any one has nothing to do with back bitching man. i think any one care about anything without criticizing it.
this days i had seen another case that proves my observation towards life to be very true. there was a family of two brothers and two sisters all married in my neighborhood. they all were together until very recently. they use meet over festivals. one of the brother use to stay in a bungalow in my locality and obviously was high educated and works and big posts and all. others were not that great. other siblings were always jealous of him. this fellow use to take care of everybody and was good to everybody. recently he fond a big hole made by all his siblings over all this year. they just ignited the fire against this fellow in their parents mind and how he is self centered and only looks welfare of his wife and the son and ignores every one else. this thing went to such an extent that he is now on the verge of leaving this bunglow, which his parents are forcibly taking from him and they want to see him on the road!
this one is just an experiences that i had over this 23 years of my life. and there's plenty more in stores with me that will always keep me one step away from relatives or atleast will always keep me alert where i cant keep the distance.