Duniya keheti hai ki tu badi sundar hai..

Duniya keheti hai ki tu badi sundar hai..

Tuz main sama jaaneki tamana dil main jagati hai...

Tu jab hasti hai to duniya tham si jati hai..

Teri hasi ki sagar main behe janeki tamana ho jati hai ..

Tu jab pass aati hai to pal ruk sa jata hai..

Teri sanson ki mehek main jannat ki khushboo aati hai...

Duniya keheti hai ki tu badi sundar hai....

Bahari khubsoorati hame nahi bahati.. Hum to thode sayane se hai..
Ache dil ke piche main bhagta hoon bas wahi to tumh main kami hai..


Lekin duniya keheti hai ki tu badi sundar hai...

the end of a beginning!

today was unofficially my last day in B school ! had two presentations even today! for this two years the best part was whenever i use to get a chance to present on any topic!! i love talking anyways!! that doesn't make me a good speaker not the entire audience i had  in my college is that great, even then.. i like the feeling of going their on the podium n talk... talk sense ..

so as usual i liked it today as well !!! best part was when prof announced about the hidden gems in the class.. he took my name in the elite group..  n that was the time i realized i am done with my final presentation for MBA!!

i was still there on the last bench where i hav always been ... this was the same place where i sat on my 1st day in this course.. i was sitting besides Raul.. observing the class n people's reactions .. everything.. i had nothing to say then.. i only knew raul and lavkik in the class .. raul was as usual in his own thoughts.. n lavkik .. OUTTA MY COMFORT ZONE... i.e. FIRST BENCH !! from that day, m looking at this class.. plenty of idiots we have in this class! no maturity.. no brains.. some people i started hating on the first day itself... one of those is my good fiend today.. kushal.. others .. i hate them even today.. there are couple of kids in my class. one is fond of talking to herself... n other wants attention.. somehow she can not survive without people noticing her.. then there is my class topper.. she never reads news paper.. i doubt she have ever read a novel as well.. all the time she does is mugging up.. " by heart , by lungs, by kidney.. n all the other organs.. n just go n puke it in the papers.. n top the class" .. then there is one aunt in the class.. she has all the hatred for me .. running behind professors is what she is excel at so that she can have an edge over others!! boring she is u know ... but cant help.. "umar ka lihaz kar raha unke!!" n then there is this funny lot of rest of the guys n girls .. n everything... every one has their pros n cons .. but somehow i had forgiven them all... i have laughed on their backs to myself about the immaturity, impractical this people live their lives... but somehow i was feeling pity on them.. all this two years i have hated this place like anything... wanted to get done with the post grads quickly.. n now.. m gonna miss all of it !! no chai/cigarets on Tapri, no wada sambhar at Tambi's, chit chats n Library, waiting for lifts, constant stare at clock for three hours of one lecture to pass... n everything.. every bit of this college n premises .. most of all i would never get to see all of this Friends(?? sab log kab bane tere friends??)  again under same roof.. two years we all have invested behind a post grad degree from the same college... now the time has come when it will be encashed.. people have spent this two years in the way they wanted to.. now its the time for life to treat them..

the short n sweet journey of MBA is coming to an end.. by opening the expressway for the rest of HAPPY life....

its not the beginning of an end... its the end of the beginning!

cheers!

a question that makes me question my abilities!!

interviewer: hi Shreyas.
me: hi..
int: tell me something about yourself.. 
me: ????????????????????????????????????????????

i have never come across a commonly asked question than this which brings plenty of questions about yourself, your ability in your mind! who am i? a question that haunted KARNA his entire life.. if he would have agreed to what ppl around him, mahabharta would have been an entire different story. but he fought.. he fought for himself and with himself to prove who he was.. a great warrior .. a pandava..was the easy answer to his question. he proved it with krishna's help at the end.
karna is an epic ancient character..   but who am i? whats my worth ?
as one of my dearest friend says i have two professional degrees. but are they worth it ? have i learn anything from it ? trust me . i have no answer..
the only thing that i know is my education has made me tough.. practical.. n logical thinker.. have rooted ethics in me.. and have made me one responsible, educated Indian Citizen ..
what else i have? nice parents?? its a god's gift.. roti kapda makan car.. my parents' gift..   relatives.. again inharited..!
the only treasure i have .. that i have accumulated over the years.. are my friends! they are the diamonds i have in my collectibles!
i think this is where am different than karna.. i knw who i am.. i knw my parents .. i have my friends..

so the only unanswered question will be whats my worth?? am finding the answer...
i think i'll find the answer till the eternity.. please somebody then post it back to all my interviewers..

bye bye 2010!

one more yr passed...

one more person lost..

phewwwwewwww.. just returned from pune after a new yrs eve blast with amol amit ronak n sanket. n now.. m very sad.. not sad exactly.. but down.. i can feel certain pressure on my chest !

maybe of loosing an yr of my life or its the coming darkness or the tension about the happy future!!!

but i dont want 2010 to set.. this yr gave me so many things.. so many... completed my dreams.. took away an imp part of my life.. but even den.. i want time to stop here.. want everything to stop.. even would like if myheart beat stops here..

1st thing i got in 2010 was a recognition. scored good in both the sems in the yr to get it..

then came in my way was my childhood dream.. sachin tendulkar scoring blistering 200* in one day.. had tears in my eyes then..

in the middle of the year i was working with my child hood's dream company, mahindra & mahindra... met very nice people their.. learned a lot..

in the mean time sachin was keeping me busy in reading news papers...

the real blast was then came to my way.. when spain won the world cup .. i wanted england to win it.. but spain were my first choice by liking.. england was second for beckham..

in the mean time .. my mom dad had their 25th anniversary n also my dad turned 50! had blast on both those days.. i remember.. how happy i was.. n how happy Bapu was then.

i lost bapu in the in the coming time.. i was sad.. rather i am sad from then. but that was what even he wanted.. n also was the gods will.. it was necessary then as he was deteriorating day by day !

what brought me back a little was my campus placement... i was the first guy to be placed from the college.. which shook plenty of people though.. but i was happy. n i know i deserved it.. it was bapu's blessings, which will last till my eternity.. i got placed with Kotak Securities..

i have successfully cleared my internals this sem for sure in the end of the yr..

my best time came when sachin scored his 50th test century.. followed by India's test win over SA.. and retaining their top spot and top performance..

its obvious why i want time to stand still here.. as this was one of the best yr of my life till now.. i dont wanna loose you 2010.. but again its need of time..

i am very thankful to you that you gave me plenty of happy days this yr.. will never ever forget you as you have given me few memorable moments which i'l cherish for ever..

so.. the new yr comes.. with lots of more excitement as my car will be with me by 1st week of jan and my job is starting by the same time as well !

so its my heartiest bye to you 2010 and i openly welcome 2011.. n waits for the same magic to continue.. for ever..

happy new yr to all.. may u all have blasting yr ahead!