its a high time in my life!!
last week my dad turned 50! mom turned 46! but .. its a long way up for me to go! m 24! still a student.. if our DTC can come up wid a new slot .. my slot will be named .."Zero income group"..pressures building on me.. nobody is putting it ..m the only one to drag it on me..
who is to blame..
its my innermost conscious!!
my mind!
he tells me.." dude!! its high time! high time to show ur skills.. to prove the world wrong... its high time to prove all ur dreams were not just a waste of time.. it was ur destiny... high time to teach a new lesson to all who thinks ..'ppl who speaks a lot cant do nething in dis world'.." i ask him "how? a small boy of 24 can challenge a huge world?" my mind asks me small question.. " who is da gr8 personality u want to be compared wid n why?" he asks me to use my brain.. but before dat.. i have a answer ready as usual! " gr8 personalities are gr8 only cause dey are incomparable.. i can not compare the lights of buffet's n tata's n gate's n all dose.. i just want my small name carved in dat list of incomparable personalities!" my mind seemed to be happy.. i thought so.. it could have been a usual sarcastic smile.. ppl throw at u wen u show bit of an attitude.. but who cares.. he asks me again.." u'll have to make it happen dude! but ders another question!! how will u make it happen?"
for the first time in my life m speechless.. i have no words to answer back! i my slef dont know the answer..
i dont want to copy wat i have heard from childhood!! Hard work, passion, commitment ! even deep in my heart i know the answer.. i dont want to say it dis time!! its time to make ur actions speak for u! i have the capability to achieve n den live my dream! i have dat talent .. attitude.. who else.. but i know it ..
just have to build a small structure of all my capability!!
i loose my control over my mind.. but again he reacts by pushing this Ghazal in der...
"main is duniya ko aksar dekh kar hairaan hota hun ...
na mujhse ban saka chhota saghar,din raat rota hun ...
khudaya tune kaise ye jahan sara bana dala ....
chamakte chand ko tuta hua tara bana dala
meri aawargi ne mujhko aawara bana dala"
